A heart full of love. A heart full of kindness. I never thought of having this kind of problem in my life. I also don't knew that this kind of decision will make up my mind. Its been a month having this pain but then I'm still here. Hurt and Broken. I am so ashamed of myself being this weak, I don't know if I still have the courage to face up other problems. I don't know HOW and WHEN will I be okay. Others say that I should move on because he's not worth it. But I don't know why I'm still hurting this way. I even tried not to text him and so far 2 days is the longest. I really don't know if this is a part of God's obstacle for us or is it just me here. I really don't know what to do. And how to start again. If only someone can see how's my heart doing. Honestly I feel numb with this pain. I wanted to let go. but still at the end of the day I'm hurt and still crying.
I pity myself and my health. I was wrong, I should have not given my all to this guy. falling for him was easy but falling out of love for him is the hardest part. I never knew that loving and caring for someone you love is wrong. If only I knew that from the start then I won't be over protective.
Now I really don't know what to do. :"(
